Tuesday, January 31, 2012

It only take the FIRST Step!

After Dallen was born in August of 2009, my weight has been on a roller coaster ever since. In December it finally hit me that it was time to get serious! I had a few options and those included Type 2 diabetes or dying at an Early age because my heart isn't going to be able to do this forever! The only problem is when Food controls your every move! It isn't as easy as changing eating habits or working out! I am a Food addict and not the funny kind. I am like the alcholic or meth addict that needs Re-hab and new friend to start a new life! But don't they say the First step is admitting it? Well it out! I love food. I use it for comfort when I am happy,sad,mad,cold,hot,sweaty or anything else that would deem a reason to eat! I don't really know where it came from or how it was formed. Maybe from Childhood or some traumatic event in my life! All I know now is I am tired of being tired! I want to get down on the floor and play with my kids and not worry about getting up afterwards. I want to go to an Amusement park and have a FUN time because I got to go on the rides with my daughter not sit on the sideline cause I cant fit! To Sit in a chair in a room full of people and not feel like everyone in the room is laughing because they can see my fat spilling over the sides? To go into a store in the mall and buy that cute little shirt in the window! Side note: I have never shopped for clothes in a mall cause they have always been to small! I want to live my life before I am old and my kids are grown and I think to myself man I wish I would have tried harder to loose weight so I could enjoy my kids and the Wonderful Husband that I have been blessed with! So I am now doing Weight Watchers and Today was my First Weigh in and I lost 6.6 pounds and that sent me over my 20 lb goal! I am so excited! I am hoping to INSPIRE you to CHANGE.. or Help someone who needs INSPIRED!!
So here is the First of the NEW me: 20 pounds lighter!!


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